condenced days

monday i was at qq's playing monoploy with a girl who wouldn't/couldn't shut up....i laughed till i cried. (monica's farting dance) i also slathered cupcakes with icing. tuesday i finally got the new madonna cd (i'm inlove with it) then andre/sada/and jen came by. it was andre's last night in canada... goodbyes are sad. i don't care for them much. andre, you're ace, i'll really miss you... you were loads of fun, and i can't wait for our virtual affair to begin. i sat on the bus and couldn't see my reflection. i was afraid i didn't exist. i drank some dc and saw the bottle reflected, but not my face. i panicked. i have an unending darkness within me... i have a scream that will never end...i see the living die...and i see the walking dead...