ugh....

man.. i just wrote the LONGEST post.. and it won't publish... damn... hang on, i'm trying to recover it as i write...hazza! there it is! damn it's cold down here... so i have 2 rants, a quick update, and my plans this week... rant 1. so i recently saw derailed and harry potter. now, (i just forgot my 2nd rant.. ) (i just sneezed twice...)... liked potter...(not a harryhead.. but the movies are rather entertaining.. this was the most entertaining yet...great fx, holy built harry... and ron+bros..they need to become legal fast!) derailed was a bit disappointing... here's my beef... those who know me, know that i have an interest in the representation/portrayl/purpose of sexual violence on screen. now, (spoiler ahead) it turns out that jen aniston and attacker vincent cassell (who's brilliant but should only do french flicks.. he's not half as menacing in english as he is in french... not nearly as attractive and seductive...anyways, i digress) so they are in cahoots w/ each other... now the thing that bugs me...(and in this case i understand why this was used..) is that they end up negating the rape that occured.... why do they do that? they pretend to attempt to deal w/ a serious issue, and then abandon it.. making the world safe again.. veronica mars did the same thing... why does no one have the balls to deal???? ugh.. wait till i make my movie!!! i think that people think that if it's not on film it doesn't exist... oh, how naive and ridiculous... i'm pissed...:( and i still can't remember my 2nd rant... oh well... so this week, i got a ton of really healthy food... cooked some wickedly excellent meals, ate out, saw the flicks, got a new stove (will try it out on friday and give an update) and just totally chilled :D however, i didn't sleep as well as i hoped... :( don't know why.. insomnia is returning... plans for this week: HERMITING IT UP!! nothing till friday (so i'll be home sunday-friday) saturday a nightmare on elm st. marathon w/ big Z, (well, mini marathon, i'm missing 2 and 5 but those are the lamest ones anyways, and we're skipping one b/c we just saw it last horror marathon we had)...umm i think i have something on sunday.. but probably not... oh ya, i just remembered my rant...WHAT THE FUCK IS UP W/ THE WEATHER!? LIKE... fuck! i was all happy w/ the cold and the dark.. and now this shit! ugh.. i was all ready to change sheets (to new ones....that i got months ago) and get my new comforter (also bought months ago) and wear my new pjs! (yes, they too were bought months ago)... sigh.. well, it'll get colder again wed... let's hope it just goes lower and lower...(so all you assholes who want the warmth... STOP IT! AND FUCK OFF! give me my damn winter! i've been waiting all summer for this!) (i deserve some happiness too!) signing off.. indigo