am in mourning... it's a sad sad day for little indigo...

yup that's right.... it's happened... my light has been turned off... the glow that i once had... has dimmed... i'm a sad little bunny walking through the forrest...
my wonderful friends agreed to ebay for me... and i was all set to get ALIAS... all 4 seasons for a few bucks... but alas... how fickle be the ebay machine... how naive i have been... long story short.. i'm not getting my alias.. no sydney for indigo... (sigh...tear...weep)
however, i have signed in/registered myself... and will set up an account and see how that goes...b/c i'm at my computer at all times, i can perhaps find a decent deal... tomorrow i venture out to see if i can find a cheap copy at zellers... (if i can get the first 2 seasons i'll be very pleased...)
in the meantime, i have my pics of jen to oggle... and the many (and i do mean MANY) videos of her that are available to me via the wonderful internet... who knew it would be good for smthing other than porn?!
sigh...