hmmm makes you wonder....

it's happened... i'm now CONVINCED that my co-workers, (dana esp.) hate me... :(
not sure why... (not sure why they hate me and not sure why i think that...)
in lieu of this, i've decided to just shut up... and not volenteer any information.... only talk when being talked to...and give simple, short answers to questions...
reveal nothing futher about my demented state of being...
ya...
i work 6 days next week :D hazza!
it's passover tomorrow.. and we're hosting it.. and we're expecting around 30 peeps.. holy! lots of FUCKING LOUD KIDS... and one of them has the chicken pocks... :S luckily, the bro will be at work, so i get to be online! hazza! and watch movies... i have a stack that i got via shirley, and i need to make sure they're in good condition...

i hate being the outsider....(well, not really... i like being left of centre... but i hate being alienated... :( i don't like feeling like a freak... i hate not being able to be myself...i hate the person i am here...
random quote: the sky is falling!