it's almost time....

i've been thinking A LOT lately about winter...
and i know ya'll are telling me shut it.. and not think about it b/c you're enjohying summer..and i'll jinx it... blah blah blah...
but i dunno.. when i think of winter.. of cold... smthing in me awakens... smthing stirrs.... my frozen/non existant heart starts to beat...
i can't describe it... or explain it...
i really think i have reverse SAD... come winter, and i can't seem to stop smiling... i can't find a flaw in the world... everything is full of possibilities, and happiness is endless...
the air smells so crisp, the nights are clear, and there's magic in the air...
winter is so....romantic (as in...amazing and indescribable... not couples holding hands sipping coco... or some crap...) the cold wraps me in this protective cocoon... and i melt...
i know.. this all sounds fruity and weird...but that's what winter does to me... i can't wait.. i wish i could count it down...
i wish i could put it in a snowglobe and look at it during the hot summer days...
(oh my god! that's why i love snowglobes! note to everyone, movies and snowglobes are ALWAYS welcomed presents! [round ones, not those half ones...] ooo this xmas, i'm so getting myself an expensive snowglobe!!!! oooo i can't wait!!! WINTER! WHERE ARE YOU?!)
random quote: do you trust me? no, but lets do it anyways...