blah...

i hate having my own drama... the whole point is that i live vicariously... my friends have enough drama for 10,000 soaps... really...
but having drama of my own... so totally not my bag...
i'm no good w/ drama... esp. drama that involves... the F word...(no, not fucking.... feelings...gah!)
not sure what to do w/ this dramatic turn in life... i don't do confrontations... and i generally don't take problems head on.. i just hope they go away...
to complicate things more, i'm not sure how i want to handle this cunnundrum...(i'm not sure about the spelling of that.. but meh...)
so many avenues to take.. so many different responses.... so many questions, so many statements....
blah...
well... i'm off to be brain dead for a few hrs. at "work" and then continue alias...
will update on the developments...(that should hopefully occur)
prepetually in thought...
the hermit