sometimes....
VERY few things get to me... i like to think that i'm a cucumber... cool... nonchalant... a total ice cube...
but sometimes... that ice melts.. and smthing shifts w/in me... and from the deepest darkest part of me something stirs... wakes up and pushes up and through me.. and i can't do anything to stop it...
and i feel so alone and so lost that i can barely breathe...and i can't tell anyone... and no one understands and it's dark and lonely...
and then it's calm again, and i can see clearly, but things are still somewhat amiss... and i'm still not ok...and a small part of me dies again, and takes a century to reanimate itself...
random quote: life's pretty pathetic when your own hallucinations lie to you...
random quote #2: They're all necro-nerds and Sand freaks. They think death is romantic. Death is hard and cold and ugly, not some cute chick.
but sometimes... that ice melts.. and smthing shifts w/in me... and from the deepest darkest part of me something stirs... wakes up and pushes up and through me.. and i can't do anything to stop it...
and i feel so alone and so lost that i can barely breathe...and i can't tell anyone... and no one understands and it's dark and lonely...
and then it's calm again, and i can see clearly, but things are still somewhat amiss... and i'm still not ok...and a small part of me dies again, and takes a century to reanimate itself...
random quote: life's pretty pathetic when your own hallucinations lie to you...
random quote #2: They're all necro-nerds and Sand freaks. They think death is romantic. Death is hard and cold and ugly, not some cute chick.
posted by indigo:actress, entertainter, jew-ess... at 2:30 AM
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