more tales of insomnia...

it's been about a week since i last slept... ugh...
why must there always be so much drama.... things have been weighing on me lately and there's nothing i can do... that's the most frustrating thing.... i keep having these dreams that are full of anger and screams and i wake up at the crack of dawn, tired and angry...being worried and angry and frustrated and whatever else is going on is just plain exhausting...
i'm hoping wednesday brings a welcomed change and i can start my life and become who i'm destined to be...
in other news, season two of alias is also causing some distress... i can't bear to see what happens to will and francie.... it's too much!
today, (sunday) is yet another day of running around and being forced out of my little home... but hopefully it'll will yield good times...(naturally, b/c monica's involved... and hopefully, so it will also include a session of hooka smoking w/ new tobacco!)
random quote: you gotta roll with it, you gotta take your time....