if it wasn't so funny, it'd be tragic...
"i'm so happy. i have an amazing life. now i'm going to scratch my eyes out.
think i'm funny? I'M AN EMERGENCY- sitting here, naked underneath the flowers on this scummy shower curtain." (the tracey fragments)
although i am surrounded by a multitude, i stand alone.
i represent the nothing in a world which has everything.
i am ignored, walked by, and passed up.
i represent the calm in a world of chaos
i am the quiet whisper unheard by millions
i could save the world if someone would listen to me
i am last picked, first forgotten. i am rejected.
i am the girl who refuses to dress in the locker room
i am the boy who watches the game from the sideline.
life is my game
i am the student who is never called on
i am alone, unseen by everyone and understood by no one.
i live the american dream and it's my nightmare.
(dana browning, all american paradox)
so lonely. i feel like i am strange- a leper. how can i escape my thoughts-i want to flee from them. sleep, but to sleep i must pass through the maze of fear, memories, details. sleep ends and i am back again, waiting for something. waiting for something, but nothing is expected. waiting for someone to take my thoughts away. the dishes pile up, the excuses run out. i sit and wait. who can i talk to? who can help? am i being melodramatic? can't i just handle this by myself? forget it? oh, it's all so dumb. such a nightmare. but i've got to get through it, get over it not ignore it. if i have to deal with how to face people, how to talk to friends, how to answer the phone, it is so much harder. where is there escape? (within a dark wood, jennifer barr)
think i'm funny? I'M AN EMERGENCY- sitting here, naked underneath the flowers on this scummy shower curtain." (the tracey fragments)
although i am surrounded by a multitude, i stand alone.
i represent the nothing in a world which has everything.
i am ignored, walked by, and passed up.
i represent the calm in a world of chaos
i am the quiet whisper unheard by millions
i could save the world if someone would listen to me
i am last picked, first forgotten. i am rejected.
i am the girl who refuses to dress in the locker room
i am the boy who watches the game from the sideline.
life is my game
i am the student who is never called on
i am alone, unseen by everyone and understood by no one.
i live the american dream and it's my nightmare.
(dana browning, all american paradox)
so lonely. i feel like i am strange- a leper. how can i escape my thoughts-i want to flee from them. sleep, but to sleep i must pass through the maze of fear, memories, details. sleep ends and i am back again, waiting for something. waiting for something, but nothing is expected. waiting for someone to take my thoughts away. the dishes pile up, the excuses run out. i sit and wait. who can i talk to? who can help? am i being melodramatic? can't i just handle this by myself? forget it? oh, it's all so dumb. such a nightmare. but i've got to get through it, get over it not ignore it. if i have to deal with how to face people, how to talk to friends, how to answer the phone, it is so much harder. where is there escape? (within a dark wood, jennifer barr)
posted by indigo:actress, entertainter, jew-ess... at 12:22 AM
3 Comments:
I didn´t want to answer U antil I have finally watched that film, but I´m afraid that we have to admit that I´m not as fast as U on that side of life :) I downloaded it more than a week ago, but I haven´t had time to watch it. Hope I´ll get to that this weekend.
And I hope that U aren´t feeling as confused as the authors of your quotes. :)
love #1 the most––story of my life!
no I haven´t still watched the movie :) life´s too fast
but I wanted to ask if there are any english sites which contain different blogs? (for instance we have blog.tr.ee ) this far I have only found blogs of religious people or knitting fans - neither of them interest me much... :)
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