sometimes in the dark...

when it's late...and i'm at my computer listening to music w/ the light off, i can feel a hand on my shoulder... eyes burning a hole into me...
and then i'm afraid to look in the mirror...
what will stare back?

i'm falling apart and disintegrating...
shadows are now my enemies and i can't reason w/ the dark...
night has turned on me and the sun is trying to forge friendships...
i'm a villain in an obscure comic strip with cheesy lines...
"i'll get you next time superhero! next time... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
but i know i'll never win... comic book heroes never lose...

maybe next week will be better...?

random quote: Some of their problems come down to faith, their vocation and meaning of their lives, and I can't cut it anymore. I need out. I'm unfit. I think I've lost my faith, Tom.