sunday evening...

today was a good day...
i slept a lot... it felt great! talked to the 'rents, watched MADONNA stuff on tv, and had too much pizza... (feeling it now... ugh... what have i done??)

tomorrow i go see an apartment... i'm super stoked... i hope it's good.. if not, i have a bunch of other ones lined up.... but this is cheap, good location and the only thing wrong is that it's a tad small... but i can work my way up... right now it's all i can afford...

also thinking of a new job option... addictions counselor... i've been talking to a lot of recovering addicts at my current place and i'm fascinated... will email the prog. dir. tomorrow to get more information... i can probably do it in a year, and keep working and then find a job.. god knows there's plenty of addicts in the hammer...(b/w 120-150 aa/ca/na meetings a week!)

what else? 63 more days!!!

i'm going to have to miss a week of class with my crush... ugh.. i'm crushed... but i might get to see her on thursday and catch a glimpse of her on tues.. i hope so...

so to finish this post, here's one of my favorite songs by madge, HUMAN NATURE...

Express yourself, don't repress yourself

And I'm not sorry [I'm not sorry]
It's human nature [it's human nature]
And I'm not sorry [I'm not sorry]
I'm not your bitch don't hang your shit on me [it's human nature]

You wouldn't let me say the words I longed to say
You didn't want to see life through my eyes
[Express yourself, don't repress yourself]
You tried to shove me back inside your narrow room
And silence me with bitterness and lies
[Express yourself, don't repress yourself]

Did I say something wrong?
Oops, I didn't know I couldn't talk about sex
[I musta been crazy]
Did I stay too long?
Oops, I didn't know I couldn't speak my mind
[What was I thinking]

You punished me for telling you my fantasies
I'm breakin' all the rules I didn't make
[Express yourself, don't repress yourself]
You took my words and made a trap for silly fools
You held me down and tried to make me break
[Express yourself, don't repress yourself]

Did I say something true?
Oops, I didn't know I couldn't talk about sex
[I musta been crazy]
Did I have a point of view?
Oops, I didn't know I couldn't talk about you
[What was I thinking]

Express yourself, don't repress yourself (repeat twice)
Express yourself, don't repress yourself (repeat twice)

[I'm not apologizing]
[Would it sound better if I were a man?]
[You're the one with the problem]
[Why don't you just deal with it]

[Would you like me better if I was?]
[We all feel the same way]
[I have no regrets]
[Just look in the mirror]

[I don't have to justify anything]
[I'm just like you]
[Why should I be?]
[Deal with it]